Monday, June 30, 2008


Relationships sure are a lot of work! But they're definitely worth it...

I've found out that I have to sacrifice a lot more than I thought... Of course if I weren't so selfish sometimes it wouldn't be that much of a problem now, would it? :P

Saturday, June 28, 2008


I'm hungry right now, but I'm also upstairs at home, working on some stuff. Geekheart is at the hospital with her friend who's having a baby, so that's pretty exciting! Although right now she's bored... it's just the waiting game.

Me, I have no idea how or what or who's going on or any of that, seeing as how I've never been there done that.

I'm really excited for this weekend, because I have a surprise for my Geekheart... she loves surprises but hates to wait for them :p

Mmmm.... super excitement!

Monday, June 23, 2008

being mommy

So....kind of had an accident yesterday and I wont go into details but I will say this. I felt terrible and I still do. I think I should though. It was a major wake up call to the anger I have that I inherit from my parents. Now I completley see it and I know what I need to do. I hope that my children will forgive me of it. I am so thankful for the people I have in my life. If I didn't have my geek I don't know what I would have done yesterday. He may be way more than 164 miles away but he still has an impact on what I do. I love you so much gigageek and I don't what I would do without you or heavenly father and the love you both have for me. So I just wanted to say thank you.

Wednesday, June 18, 2008


Well it seems everyone is off on vacation and im not....o well....cest la vie...just hope everyone is safe!!

Monday, June 16, 2008


SO yeah this weekend was pretty swell. I had a good time and all but it was still melancholy. We weren't able to take pics like we wanted although Dad did take some pretty awesome pictures at the lake.
We went to his dads toast masters dinner thing too which was pretty kool. They had some good food there and it was interesting to hear the different things they do. Then we had a date on saturday and we went to see a movie. The original plan was to go bowling but we were both pretty tired from playing with the girls and I had cooked and all so we went to see Dont mess with the Zohan. I highly recommend it if you want to watch a highly stupid movie and laugh.
Other than that I am back to work and school and highly sad....if thats what you want to call it that I can't be around my Geek. My home doesn't feel like home anymore...~sigh~

Yay! And Boo!

So... another great and wonderful weekend! That's the yay part. We did various things, besides had a lot of fun. We went to my dad's Toastmaster's meeting, ate good food (especially Geekheart's tacos... MMmmmmm!), went on a date (to see You Don't Mess With the Zohan!), and took some pictures, and did some other random stuff.

But she had leave yesterday, and that was BOOO! Big fat boo hoo :( Because she had to leave, ya ken?

So I look forward to the 4th of july-ish!

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

Friday... only two days away! I'm so excited!

Also a week from now I'll be on my way to Seattle, if not all the way there! (Flying on standby is tricky business, I hear)

It'll be good to see the rest of the fam, but I do with Geekheart and our geeklings were coming with us... oh well... next time!



Monday, June 9, 2008


Chicke pox!

...Well not really LOL. I thought it was and then today I skip work and finally after bugging them to death they agreed to see the girls. Then we get there and we sit for like almost an hour and during this hour kaylynn has an accident....and I get more and more frustrated. Then when the doctor finally comes in he takes a look at the spots...and he says" flea bites"....
What? wait a minute?!?! flea bites? what the crap kind of diagnoses is that? I dont know but thats what they are. Of course yes im glad the girls donn't have chicken pox but hey! I need a week vacation....le sigh...I guess mommy will just have to grin and bear it through the rest of the week. At least I know that I'll get to see my Geek this weekend for fathers day! woot woot! and maybe if we can swing it a date night! hehe thats about it for this rainy day post.

Friday, June 6, 2008

Secret Shame

I have a secret shame to confess...

A bird pooped on me yesterday. It POOPED on my FREAKING hand when I was pulling in the driveway! How messed up is that!?

What's your secret shame?

Thursday, June 5, 2008

A Little More Conversation

So, here I am, talking to my geekheart about marriage and what-not. We have a ring and a dress (or at least a dress-style) picked out... and a tentative date.

I'm planning on meeting with the bishop this sunday to talk a little bit more about it. In particular, there's the question we have... because once you're baptized, you have to wait for a year before you can go through the temple for your endowment, and you have to be endowed before you're married.

Now, normally, if you're married outside of the temple (i.e. a civil marriage), you have to wait for a full year to be sealed in the temple... which would make us have to wait until a year from December. And that's just not cool.

However, I recall someone telling me that if you get married before your one year mark, then you can get sealed in the temple as soon as the year is up - just as if you had been married for a year.

So that's what I'm hoping for. We're both totally excited, even though we have quite a ways to go... 6 months will probably fly by rather quickly. Well, that's all for now - gigageek

pish posh

Well since I seem to be the only one contributing to this I guess I will continue. So now it seems we have agreed on December!!! Super excited! Almost can't wait but you know it's even more so because I have so totally found the dress and the ring...assuming my geek gets it.

But I'm definitely going to try my hardest to get the dress! any how thats all for now just freakin excited. Feel like a Mexican jumping bean ROFL!!!!!

Tuesday, June 3, 2008


I hope that maybe posting some of my frustrations on this blog might help. Maybe it might not help us in particular but it might help someone else in the same predicament. I'm just totally jealous right now I have no clue how to deal with it. Especially when you're totally just like backing away once again on this whole marriage thing. First I'm convincing you to marry and then you convince me and now were back to square one.
Your afraid you won't be able to provide but you tend to forget one thing. We have our faith and heavenly father, the holy ghost and family on our side. Will never do without what we NEED. He will provide for us as long as we're doing what were supposed to be doing. Right now we're growing together and yeah there are some growing pains but that's to be expected.
I want to experience life with you, and I know u want the same thing. I don't want to have any regrets and have loved you as much as I do for nothing. There are so many things in my life that have not been so happy. I want to be happy, not just with anyone, but with you.

First Post!

This is the first post in our blog. I'm gigageek, and my girlfriend is geekheart. We'll write about what goes on in our life and whatever we think of. Sometimes we'll comment on what each other has posted. Other times we'll just write random things.

This is one of those random things.