Sunday, September 28, 2008

Read Me

You don't know it yet... but from the moment you left, there appeared a void in my life. It was like the air being let out of a balloon, "FWOOOOOOOSH!" Now I feel deflated, empty of my purpose, and basically devoid of all desire. The only light in my life is the fact that in 83 days we'll be together, never again to be parted, and in two weeks and three days I'll be able to hold you in my arms once again.

I am, as always,
forever your Gigageek.

Friday, September 26, 2008

Weekend bliss

So, Im here with my besterestest freind and fiancee again! I love you sooo much Chickenbutt! To be here again with you is so amazingly incredible. It makes leaving you harder and harder each time we have to. I can't wait for he next 84 days to go by so that we can be married. We are so good together and so many people look forever for what we already have. I am so grateful for your love and friendship. I am a better everything because of you. i have tried harder, believed in myself more, and actually thought I was pretty/beautiful for once. You give me what  I need to be whole. I am a stronger instrument in Heavenly Fathers hands because of your love and guidance. Our paths may have sidetracked us for a little while and we might even have gotten bruised in the process. Here we are stronger and better for one another. I love you gigageek. por eternidad mi suavecito ;)

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

To My Beautiful Fiancé

I just wanted to let you know how incredible you are. You are the most amazing woman that I have ever met. I grow more impressed with you every day. Your desire to improve yourself and your lot fills me with respect and admiration for you. Your courage in trying new things is such an inspiration to me. You readily leave your comfort zone; such as when you changed your car battery. Many women would shy away from such an activity — you jump in with both feet.

You not only impress me, but you impress others — those you work for, with, and around. Some are jealous of your talents and resent you for it. Others respect and admire you.

And me?

I love you for always.

Forever yours,

Friday, September 12, 2008


I think today is just one of those days! i dont know i feel bleh.

Thursday, September 4, 2008


So... yesterday I was tired. Mainly because the night before I couldn't get to sleep.

I was so tired that I needed to pass out or I would probably not function well today, either. So I called my Geekheart and told her I was going to pass out... I could tell she was a little disappointed. But I really wanted to talk a bit more and pray together, so I asked her to call once she got home.

Even though she had been disappointed, she DID!

So I woke up (just barely) and she prayed and we were able to say goodnight to each other.

That's just another reason why my Geekheart is the best evar!

Monday, September 1, 2008


I guess its been awhile so i should post somrthing at least. Well I fixed my car so that it was drivable. Came up to see wayne. After a long hard week of work and school I thought the last thing I wanted to do was go camping, but hey it was awesome! I thought that I was supremley terrified of canoeing/water or deep water and mom convinced me that I should at least try it. So.....I did, and it was so amazing! I have never had so much fun. I wasnt scared at all. If my lkil 2 year olds could handle it so could mommy right? so we paddled and found a hiking trail. Hiking is not one of my fave past times only because oif the extra weight that I was always carrying around. But now I love love it! It wass o much fun just exploring and bwing with family. the girls loved going through the woods and discovering hidden treasures(so did mommy ;) )So then we go swimming and come home and my sweetheart gived ME a birthday present for his birthday lol.Such an awesome feeling to know that someone loves you enough to be selfless on the day he should be. I am so grateful for the love we have for eachother.
We also went bowling. I usually am pretty good for the most part, but I totally bombed! I was at first doing pretty good AND then I totally threw every time where I almost got nothing. O well 5/6 strikes for my love isnt bad at all :P We had fun and thats what matters. I also think we got most of this wedding planned out so I think were good to go. I am so pleased with myself and everything that I have been able to accomplish with love and family on my side. Thank you gigageek!